My life carried on pretty much the same way after I met Sister Rachel for the first time. Mum decided that I would not be going back to living as a male but just as the sissy girl she had started me along the path of. Or maybe I should be blaming my sister Beth for all of this but it did not really matter anymore.
My mum even kept me in my nappies and pull ups, very rarely did I spend time in panties but she was not bothered by this at all. I had gotten quite used to them and felt comfy in them all the time, but was getting concerned as the time drew closer for me to leave home and head to my Training position with Sister Rachel.
I spoke to mum about this and she understood my concerns, so to make me feel happier she phoned the Special Hospital to speak to Sister Rachel.
Sister put my mind at rest, telling me not to worry about a thing. As far as she was concerned if I was happy wearing nappies and pull ups then it was fine with her and would not be a problem.
I woke one morning, sleeping in my Sister’s room which had long since become my own, to find my mum sitting at the end of the bed.
“The postman has already been this morning sweetie” she said to me with a big smile on her face.
“There was a large letter that looked a bit strange so I opened it, but although addressed to me, it is more for you”.
She let me read the letter and I found that it had been sent by Sister Rachel, informing me of some things that I needed to have done and sort out before I arrived.
I was to go as visit her uniform shop for a fitting and at the same time go to a specified Nurse’s Practice Office for a physical to make sure all was ok.
I assumed that doctors did physicals but was not going to argue the situation, so I accepted what was written and decided with mum that we would go and get these things sorted that day.
I showered and then got dressed the same as normal. The normal for me was somewhat different to most people, I was back to being dressed by my mum; having my clothes chosen by her and by that I mean all of them.
She made sure that I was baby smooth from my neck downwards, checking me all over and then rubbed baby powder onto me. She held out one of my girly pull-ups to put on, one that my sister had left me in that special little box of goodies.
My outfit was nothing outlandish, just a simple corduroy bib skirt with a long sleeve top underneath it. But then for her fun and to make me feel childish I guessed; she handed me a pair of tights to put on, which would have been fine except for the ruffles across the bum.
I was about to protest about wearing them when my mum told me that Sister Rachel had sent them, telling me that if I wore them then the people I needed to see would know exactly who I was and what needed to be done.
Mum said that she would take me to both my appointments and then carry on doing some things of her own while I was busy. So after grabbing my coat and bag, yes I had all the girly little things now, mum was not having it any other way, we got into the car with me in the back seat as ever, even though I was an adult. But looking at my outfit I decided not to argue with her, I was still confused about the ruffle bum tights that Sister Rachel had insisted that I wear.
My first appointment was with the Nurse for my medical, so after parking outside mum came in with me to make sure that everything was OK. She was more than happy when the girl at the desk said she would be taking me along for my second appointment so she could come and collect me around 5pm. I began to wonder what was going to take so long; it was only a medical and uniform fitting.
Eventually the door opened and in walked a lady who I presumed to be the nurse but looked better than any nurse I had seen before. Approaching 6ft tall and long dark hair, she would have towered over me had I been standing there next to her.
The first thing that I noticed about her which seemed strange for a nurse was that she was wearing stockings and high heels, not standard by any means but leaving one hell of a impression on me.
She sat down at her desk and turned to face me,
“So then my little sweetheart, you must be little Jamie” she said, “My name is Nurse Davies”.
“My friend Sister Rachel has told me all about you”.
“It is nice to meet you Nurse Davies” I replied, deciding to be nice and polite and courteous.
“Did she mention that I also help her out at the hospital” she said, “I am only here in these offices once a week to do special cases”.
Her last statement made me feel a little bit uneasy as for now I was being classed as a special case of hers.
“You make the cutest little sissy girl you know” she carried on, “Rachel explained everything and from what I have already seen I think you will fit in perfectly”.
“Now we will be spending quite some time doing all the examinations so if you need to go potty then I suggest you go now as I don’t like to stop once started”.
I had not thought about it but I guess that it made good sense even thought I was a little taken back when she said potty instead of bathroom or toilet, but I carried on anyway.
“I think it might be best if use the toilet first in that case if you don’t mind”.
“That is fine with me” she replied, “just give me a moment”,
And with that she disappeared around the side of an exam screen. There were a few little noises until she pulled the screen back.
Starring back at me was an oversized child’s potty in the shape of a bunny rabbit, sitting on top of a standard high back chair. I was left dumbstruck, surely she could not expect me to use that, I mean not here, not in front of her.
I must have taken too long to realise what was happening as the next thing I knew, Nurse Davies had locked the door and started to undress me. I was still confused at what was expected and just let her carry on with her task. Before I knew it I was standing in front of her wearing my pull-up and training bra. Those frilly bum tights had just been lowered down my legs.
“Now stop being a silly little girl” said Nurse Davies, “You wanted to be the cute little sissy girl, you were overjoyed when told you be the Trainee Nurse and still where your nappies and girly stuff”.
“So this is where you start to learn to take orders from your superiors”.
“Now are you going to lower those pull-ups and do your wee wee or do I have to do it for you”!
She just stood there in front of me and folded her arms, still towering above me,
“Well then Jamie”
“Come on don’t be shy, be a good girl for Nurse and sit on the potty, you know you want to”!
I just felt myself giving in a shuffling across to the waiting potty. I was on tip toes as I tried to sit on it, but the head and ears of the bunny stopped me sitting on it properly. I looked at her for help but there was none forthcoming until a light seemed to switch on inside of me, guessing that the only help I would get was when I asked her for it.
“Please Nurse Davies” I said with some reluctance, “Will you help me to sit on the potty so that I can go wee wee”.
“Oh course I can little one” she replied straight away, and then with little effort she lifted me up over the head of the bunny and sat me down on the potty.
I have to admit that this was somehow getting to me and the whole situation was making feel very excited. My little pee pee was standing up straight and this did not go unnoticed.
Nurse Davies simply shook her head and tutted at me,
“That will be needed later but not now”, then she grabbed my pee pee and pushed it down below into the bowl of the potty.
“Now you can begin” she said.
I had very little choice but to do as I was told, so now I was actually peeing into the potty with my frilly bum tights around my ankles, my little pull up sitting just on top of them.
Miss Davies stood there until I finished peeing and then helped me off of it, but not pulling my tights and pull up back into place. Instead she removed the potty off of the chair and then sat on the chair herself, taking my hand and pulling me close to her.
“Now to get things started I need to take your temperature” she said, “And in my eyes there is only one way to get an accurate reading”.
From the little medical knowledge I had gained already, I knew exactly what she meant and my suspicions were confirmed when she produced a rectal thermometer.
“I think you know what this is Jamie” said Nurse Davies, “Now the question is are you going to be a good sissy girl and co-operate with me”?
What choice did I have, the door was locked, I was half naked and she could easily over power me if she wished. But most of all in the back of my mind was the fact that all of this so far had been arranged by Sister Rachel and part of my preparation to working at the Special Hospital.
“I will co-operate with you Nurse Davies” I replied, “Let’s get it over with”.
Nurse Davies bent me across her knee, then after putting some latex glove on her hands, dipped her finger into a pot of Vaseline. With it nicely coated she applied a little to my rosebud and then with her spare hand opened my botty cheeks as wide as she could.
With the target firmly in sight, I soon felt the touch of her finger at my hole, pressing a little harder until finally my muscle gave way and her finger popped inside my hole. Only a little at first but then with a little more pressure being applied it started to slip further and further into my body.
After several minutes of playing with my hole and inserting and removing her finger, but not all the way out, Miss Davies finally inserted it until she could go no more. The worst part was that this was just about far enough for her to make contact with my special little spot, her finger gently grazed over my prostate.
While all this was taking place, my body started to have a natural reaction to the playing and teasing. I got the impression that she knew exactly what she was doing and did not have any problem with it. Finally she removed her finger and dipped the thermometer in the pot of Vaseline, and then I felt her opening my botty cheeks again before she slipped the thermometer inside my bum.
“Now my little trainee Nurse to be” said Miss Davies, “I hope that you are going to be a good sissy and stay still, that needs to stay in place so I can have a good reading”.
I remained as still as possible whilst laying across her lap, I had little choice and my only saving grace was that the excitement had subsided after she stopped playing with me. While the thermometer stayed still I was ok but got the impression that things would change if she started to play again.
To my surprise she removed the thermometer without playing any more, making me relax about my situation, so maybe I had been over thinking things and this really was just a medical.
“Now that we have a result that I am happy with and your temperature is ok” said Miss Davies, “I think it is time to give you some relief”.
“It is time for you to give me a sample of semen little one”.
I just gulped not expecting this.
“Sister Rachel just wants to make sure that you all in perfect health for you new job with her”.I was not sure whether I was imagining it or not but the way she said that made me feel I was going to become very close to Sister Rachel, to the extent she would have total control over me. But she never said anything like that so it must have been me over thinking things.
“Now then little one, Can you stand up for me please” said Miss Davies, “Then I can get you prepared so we can take your sample”.
I stood up as I was asked wondering what to expect for her, but was surprised to see her opening a little foil packet and removing a condom. With no change in expression on her face, she simply rolled it onto my little cock which was still erect after the playing with the thermometer in my botty.
“Now I think for the first time we do this we will try to be natural as possible” said Miss Davies.
I was not sure whether I was more concerned about her say “First Time” or “natural as possible to be honest, but the expression in my eyes and face must have signalled something to her.
“Ooopps, I guess I forgot to mention that sample taking is something that happens quite regular” said Miss Davies, “The Hospital policy is to check that all our staff remain healthy at all times, but I am sure you will get used to it, maybe even enjoy it”.
“Now then, our first sample has to be given without stimulation from another but remain natural” she said, “so if you come over to the bed I will show you how”.
The bed was hidden behind a screen and at that point I had all sorts of strange visions about what I would find behind it. She pulled the screen back and there was a standard looking hospital bed facing me, a bit different to the usual exam bench in a normal examination room but it looked ok.
“What do you want me to do” I asked, trying to remain in her good books and co-operating.
“Well I guess you were expecting a blow-up sex doll or something” she said, making me blush.
“But it is nothing quite so humiliating as that”.
She reached under the bed and pulled out a large rubber object and placed it on the edge of the bed. Only then did I recognise it as a replica of a body torso, from the neck down to the top of the thighs. The rubber did look a realistic flesh colour and feel and I had to admit that it did have a cute ass.
“Now Jamie” said Miss Davies in a more serious tone, “I think you have already worked out what you will have to do, but there is one thing I have to show you first”.
I had worked out that I was expected to use this sex toy; well that is what it was, in order to produce a sample. It was going to be somewhat embarrassing but I guess I would just have to do it.
“You see Jamie” she went on to say, “The majority of all the Trainee Nurse’s that come here are all girls”.
“They have had to give samples as well but obviously in a different way that you will for now”.
Once more she did her best to hide that little statement in all the talk she was giving but it managed to stick in my mind. With that she turned the torso over so that it was face up and there in front of me was now a rigid rubber cock, not massive but big enough to do a job.
“We only ever bought a torso for girls to use as we never thought about you” she said, “So I am afraid it does not have a pussy for you to use only the other little hole just like you”.
I got the message loud and clear and was not that happy about it, to the extent that my own little cock had started to sag a little.
“I sorry Jamie” she said, “But you have no choice in this and will just have to do what we ask, even if it means closing yours eyes”.
“I guess one good thing is that seeing you are quite small in your private region, you should just slip right inside”.
“Come on, up you get on the bed and let’s get it over with”.
Seeing I had little choice in the matter, I reluctantly climbed up onto the bed, while trying not to look at the rubber cock. Miss Davies positioned the torso underneath me and then rubbed my cock a little, but just using her finger and thumb as though emphasising how small I was.
She then guided me forward until my cock was touching the torso, then pushed on my bottom with one had while holding the torso with the other. Before I knew it I had slipped straight inside, but she then pushed my back down making me lay on top of the torso.
Instantly I felt that rubber cock bending under me, making me feel like I was actually with another male or another sissy like me, even though it was just a piece of rubber. With my little cock now stimulated by my movements, it only felt natural for me to start thrusting forward and back.
Quite unknown to me, seated safely in her office, a certain Sister Rachel was watching all of my exploits on a nanny cam. She had seen everything that was happening to me, all of it because of her instructions and loving every minute.
“Oh my sweet little Jamie” thought Sister Rachel, as she watches me on the bed with the torso sex toy, “One day you will be producing samples just as the female nurses do”
Nurse Davies was enjoying watching me, thinking that the special lube inside those condoms was working a treat, something that Sister Rachel had come up with and wanted to try out. But she never expected that it would be on her newest little trainee.
I could feel the pressure starting to build within my body and knew that an orgasm was on the horizon, but so did Nurse Davies and just as I could feel my cummy starting to erupt she quickly pulled the toy away from me, leaving me to stand there dribbling cummy into my condom while she watched.
“I am sorry to have to do that Jamie” she said while I was still dribbling, “But you need to learn that we are not doing this for pleasure, it is all about your medical”.
Her hand then came to rest on top of my cock, first seeing how much cummy was in the condom, before she started to rub it gently, making me stand up to attention once again.
Although I had never experienced this before, I was now firmly of the belief that I had just received a ruined orgasm and she was now working on trying for another.
“Well it seems that you are quite the excited little one” said Nurse Davies, “You have given one sample, and surely you can’t be ready to give me another one”.
I was left speechless, what do you answer to a question like that. Tell her no and take a risk upsetting her or compromising my medical, or say yes and seem like an over sexed little sissy.
Thank fully she decided for herself and within minutes she had removed my condom and replaced it with another.
“Now then little one” said Nurse Davies, “This time I need to check your insides a little; I need to feel your prostate”.
Now I had been to the doctors once before and had this done and it was a very strange experience but interesting at the same time. So much so that I then tried a few little toys of my own, something that my mum found out about and used to her advantage.
I thought I would be prepared for this but Nurse Davies took me away from the toy and back to the chair, where I soon found myself across her lap once again. She had me positioned so that my little cock now rested firmly between her stocking covered thighs.
I soon heard the sound of a finger dipping into Vaseline again, and then slowly rubbing around my hole, I tensed up just like it was natural and soon felt her finger pressing at my sissy opening. Slowly but surely she entered me and never stopped until her finger was buried half way, then she withdrew it until it was nearly out.
Her other hand then came to rest on my back, pressing me down onto her and stopping me moving without really struggling. Her finger then started making its way back into me, making my little sissy cock to grown at the same time. This time she did not stop until her finger finally found its way all the way in and then she gently rubbed my prostate.
The sensations that rippled through my body where quite amazing and made me feel horny and excited almost instantly. I started to wriggle around on her knee which just brought me a slap to my bum for my troubles.
I remained still once I was slapped as I did not want to get punished further; I was not sure what she was capable of and did not really want to find out. The more she rubbed the more I loved it and was totally unaware that my condom had been slowly filling up again, she had found a way to empty me without me noticing. I only found out when she decided that she had done enough for now at least and had me stand up.
I looked down stood in front of her and once more she had a nice full condom of cummy she had managed to milk form me without me having an orgasm. I began to wonder if I would ever have another or would I remain under the strict control of others.
I had completely lost track of time while all of this had been going on, only seeing I had been with her all morning when I got a brief glance at the clock.
“I guess that we should get you all cleaned up sweetie” said Nurse Davies looking at her watch, “You still have a lot to do today”.
With that she ushered me off to an adjoining bathroom and showed me the shower where I was to get clean. I waited for the water to heat up before stepping in and letting the water fall across my naked and used body.
I turned around to see Nurse Davies standing in front of me, but rather than being naked she was wearing a tight fitting latex swimsuit.
“I am sorry sweetie” she said, “You are not allowed to see me all naked”.
This must have brought a look of disappointment to my face because she then leaned forward and kissed me before whispering in my ear,
“Well not for now anyway, not until Sister Rachel allows”.
My eyes nearly popped out of my head when I heard that, but more embarrassing was the fact I could feel my sissy cock growing again without even touching it.
I tried to stay still as she began to wash me; I was falling for this woman and found it hard to concentrate. She produced a bottle of lotion and told me to raise my arms, before she slowly applied it to my whole body.
I eventually managed to stay still, but was told not to touch any of my body and let the lotion work. I had already guessed at that point it was some form of hair removal cream as my mum had made me use it before. But having her cover me in it just made it seem that bit more special.
She finally started to rinse me off and I watched as what little hair I had left started to fall away, leaving me baby smooth once again.
“Good girl” she said to me once she had finished, “I think you are nearly ready to head off to your next appointment”.
I was about to get out of the shower when she stopped me, she faced me a kissed me once more then pressed her finger back into my little sissy hole, this time slipping in without any resistance from me.
“Mmmmm, such a good little one” she said, “you are learning so well, you will fit in just perfect”.
She carried on to play with right up until the point that I thought I would be cumming again, if that was possible with all that she had drained from within me. But just as I thought it might happen she withdrew her finger and gave me a little slap on the bottom.
“Pleasure has to be earned little one” she said, “But I get the feeling you will be a quick learner”.
With that she took me out of the shower and wrapped me up in a very large fluffy towel, dressing herself in a towelling robe.
“Now get yourself dried off and we can get you ready to go visit Miss Hannah” said Nurse Davies, “I know she is dying to see you”.
Once I was dried off, Nurse Davies helped me back on with my bra and top, I was about to grab my pull up to put back on me but she stopped me.
“No sweetie” she said, “You do not wear the same pull up twice even if it has not been used, they never fit right the second time”.
“Yes Nurse “I replied, grabbing the knickers I had worn over the top, thinking I would just put them back on again”.
But before I had chance she lifted me up onto the exam table and pushed me down so I was laying on my back once more.
She then produced a plain pink nappy and quickly slid it underneath me and after adding some powder fastened the sides so that it was firmly in place.
“Now that stays on until you are told otherwise” she said, “Do you understand me”!
I quickly sensed a very authorative tone in her voice so thought it better not to argue with her.
“Yes, I understand” I replied, “I will not take it off”.
With the rest of my clothes on, it felt slightly strange as the thick nappy made my bottom bulge a little but I guessed that no-one would notice walking inside the building to meet Miss Hannah.
Nurse Davies was soon dressed and she stated it was time to go, whereupon she grabbed her coat and headed for the door. It suddenly dawned on me that we would be going outside and I would be on show once again.
“Come on sweetie” she said, “Stop dawdling, we have to take a little walk”.
With that she took my hand and led me out of the door of the exam room, past the receptionist who waved goodbye to me and giggled at the same time.
Only when I past a mirrored door did I see that my nappy was causing a bulge in the back of my dress, no wonder the receptionist was having a giggle at my expense. This was of no concern to Nurse Davies, she just took my hand and led me along as though I was little toddler out with her mum.
Finally after about 30 minutes, we came to a stop outside a row of small but exclusive looking shops, the last of which said, “Workwear Delight’s”.
Now this seemed to be an odd name until you saw the clothes on display once we headed inside.
Most of the things looked like standard uniforms, but you could tell that these where not mass produced, but more handmade. There where Nurse’s uniforms, waitresses, cleaners, maids and many more, but all looking just that bit more special.
“Well hello there little one” said a voice making me turn around, “it is so nice to finally meet you”.
That was the first time that I saw and met Miss Hannah, she looked beautiful.
“I can see that you two are going to get along just fine” said Nurse Davies, “So I think for now it is time for me to say goodbye”.
With that she leaned in kissed me on the cheek and gave a padded bum a squeeze at the same time.
“Don’t worry my little precious, we will see more of each other” she whispered, before leaving me and Miss Hannah alone.
“Well I can see you have made quite an impact on our Nurse Davies” said Miss Hannah, “I have not seen her like this for a long time”.
“I guess so of you say” I replied, not really knowing what to say.
“So you are the lucky one that is going to be trained by Sister Rachel” she said,
“I guess we need to sort you out with some uniforms that will meet with her satisfaction”.
I wasn’t quite sure what she was getting at, I assumed that I would be wearing the same as what the other trainee’s wore. So for that moment I just brushed off her comment like it was a little joke.
“So will you be getting all the other trainees for this year coming in for outfits as well” I asked, wondering why I was the only one here.
“Oh I very much doubt that sweetie” she said to me, “I can see that maybe something has been kept from you”.
The look of shock on my face must have been very apparent because she sat down on a chair and took my hands in hers and pulled me close.
“Sister Rachel’s hospital is quite private and only the select few get to go there” Said Miss Hannah.
“This year there are fewer than ever intakes, in fact you are the only one she is taking in”.
I was completely shocked at this, no-one had ever told me that, but I guess it explained the somewhat personal treatment and these seemingly extra special uniforms.
“Now before we get started I think it must be just about lunch time” said Miss Hannah, and then she stood up and led me through to the back room.
Once in there my instant thought was “oh no, what’s going to happen this time”.
Sitting in the middle of the room was a high chair and in the corner was a large change table, one that was plenty big enough to take me.
Miss Hannah saw me looking at everything and wondering what is was all about, but rather than tell me, she just locked the door so we would not be disturbed.
“Now little Jamie” she said, “I want you to strip off all of your clothing down to your nappy and place it on the chair in the corner”.
I must have hesitated that bit too long as I quickly received a little slap to the back of my legs, something I was learning all of Sister Rachel’s friends knew how to administer.
Not wanting to receive another slap as they stung quite a lot, I reluctantly walked over to the chair and began to remove my clothing. Once down to my nappy I turned back to face Miss Hannah, looking somewhat embarrassed and feeling my cheeks glow.
In her hand she had what could only be described as a Victorian maid pinafore apron, but made from white PVC. It looked totally baby girlish and I knew that it was meant for me.
As I walked over to Miss Hannah, she opened out the apron, making it obvious that my arms needed to go through the waiting arms holes. I put them through and she wasted no time pulling it tight around me and tying it tightly in the back.
“You will get to learn as you go along” said Miss Hannah, “But I will give you one basic piece of advice, Never refuse anything asked of you by those looking after you”.
“Yes Miss Hannah” I replied, watching her as she removed the tray from the high chair.
“Good girl” she said, “now up you get”!
Taking in what I had been told, not wanting to get on the wrong side of her this time, I put my feet on the cross bar between the legs and eased myself up into seat of the highchair.
She said nothing else but just replaced the tray and locked it into place, then fastened the five point harness around my chest before pulling up the crotch strap between my legs. My ankles where then cuffed to the legs and my wrists fastened to the arms of the chair.
“I see you can be a good girl when you want” said Miss Hannah, “but you also have to learn you have no say in your treatment, only how you decide to accept in and behave”.