A little while later, Lizzy woke up needing to pee. Without a moments thought she relaxed and emptied her bladder. The feeling of a wet cloth diaper made Lizzy feel very uncomfortable. She tried shifting her weight. But nothing could ease her comfort
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Sandra noticed her daughter’s shifting.
” is the baby uncomfortable?”
she asked guessing the answer. Lizzy just shook her head yes. ” well then lets get you changed. ” Sandra said as she grabbed a diaper and a bottle from behind her. Lizzy took the bottle and began to drink nervously. She could not believe her mother was about to change her outside. At least it was into a disposable. Soon the bottle was empty and her diaper was changed. The two ladies went back to sunbathing.
The rest of the week was pretty much the same. Lizzy stayed in diapers the whole time and loved every minute of it.
Thursday night Lizzy got a bath. It had been years since her mother had bathed her and it was wonderful. The only thing that ruined the evening was her mother reminding her of the appointment to see Hariot in the morning. Lizzy did not see the reason that she needed to talk to a shrink. She was perfectly healthy and not crazy. Lizzy laid in her bed sucking on her pacifier and thought about talking to the shrink the next day. It seemed so unnecessary. She was fine. Sure she liked wearing diapers and being treated like a baby but that did not make her crazy did it? It was then that a strange thought crossed her mind. What if she was crazy? After all none of her classmates in school were like this. Maybe there was something wrong with enjoying being a baby. What was she doing that was all that normal anyway? Lizzy tried to convince herself that she was normal and that this was just part of who she was. Still the thoughts keep her thinking. Very soon her mother walked in to give her a nigh time bottle. Lizzy took the bottle and began to suck the grape juice it contained. Even as she fell into a deep sleep her mind wondered. Am i normal?
Lizzy was walking threw the halls at school. It had been a normal boring day at school so far and things were not about to change. ” Lizzy Honey” A voice spoke. Lizzy looked up and saw her mother coming towards her. What was she doing here? ” Hi Mother” Lizzy said as her mother got in ear shot. ” What can I do for you? ” She then asked. ” Nothing, I came to change you is all.” Her mother responded. Change her what was she talking about. it was then that Lizzy looked down and screamed in horror. She was not wearing any pants and in place of them was a large diaper. She was at school in diapers. It was then she heard the other kids laughing at her. ” Come on little on lets get you into a dry diaper. ” Her mother said. Lizzy started to cry. ” i know what you need. ” Her mother said producing a pacifier and placing into her daughter’s lips.
Lizzy sat up with a start. She was in her bedroom. She was not at school. It had been a dream. Lizzy looked around the room and try to get her barrings. It was OK. It has just been a nightmare. Lizzy sat there and thought about the dream. There were things in it she had not thought about. True she reminded herself she was a baby for the summer which is what she had wanted, still the idea of her classmates finding out and laughing at her was something she had not counted on. Lizzy looked at the clock by her bed. 5:30am in read. She would not be up for another two hours. She shifted her weight and was surprised to find that she was wet. Sometime in the middle of the night she had peed. This was a new feeling all together. She was peeing uncontrollably and that was not want she wanted. Don’t get it wrong she liked being in diapers and wanted to stay in them for a long time. She just wanted to remain in control of things.
