“What would you like to call me Lacey? Mrs. Grandee is too proper, that is my mother-in-laws name, not mine. You can call me Angela and my husband Adam, or you can call us mom and dad, whatever you feel comfortable with.”
“Umm, can I stick with Angela and Adam for now?”
“Of course sweetie, are you ready to go?”
“Yup, I’m all set”
After we were in the car Angela turned on the radio and I snoozed off a bit. I can’t say I was sleeping because I had my eyes open, but I was completely out of it, not really knowing what was going on around me, I was thinking about the great times me and my dad had together.
“Lacey, what happened?”
“What?”
“Look what you did to your pants and the seat? Why did you do that?”
I looked down and saw that I had another accident, oh man, what was happening to me?
“I’m really sorry!” I said through sobs, although I don’t think she could understand me. I was red from embarrassment and tears streamed down my face. What was I supposed to do now; she probably didn’t want to adopt me after this.
She pulled over and looked at me right in the eye.
“Lacey did you know that you were going to the bathroom?”
“No, I’m sorry, please, I didn’t mean to, please don’t be mad, I will pay for your seat to be fixed, it was an accident!”
Maybe I should have worn the diaper that was put out for me at the Children’s Aid building.
“It’s ok Lacey; do you usually have problems like this?”
“No, I peed in the bed last night and that was the first time ever, and now this! I don’t know what is going on, I’m sorry”
“Don’t be sorry, you’re going through a tough time, I understand completely, if it helps at all I was a bed wetter until I was 15. I understand what it feels like.”
“I didn’t mean it”
“I know you didn’t, it’s really okay, but I’m going to need you to do me a favor”
“Okay anything”
“Can you wear protection for me please, that way it saves you the embarrassment of wet pants”
“What kind of protection? Like diapers?”
“Not exactly, we can get you something like a pull up if you want”
“Okay, I will, but will anyone notice?”
“No, not if it’s like a pull-up, come on, there is a Wal-Mart right there, we can get you a new pair of pants and some pull-ups.”
“I can’t go into there with wet pants!”
“You can wear my coat around you, it’s not noticeable in the front, and the coat will cover the back.”
Angela handed me her coat to tie around my waist and we headed into the Wal-Mart. First we headed to the clothes department and I got a pair of jogging suit material shorts, but it’s kind of stretchy. Then we headed toward the diaper aisle.
“Ok it looks like they have two choices for you. You can get goodnights and they have flowers on it, or you can get Tena pull ups and they are for adults.”
Mrs. Rivers had out a goodnight so I opted for that choice.
“I will take the goodnights”
“Okay, you would be a medium/large so let’s get you a package of those.”
“Those should fit, can we go now?”
“You can go to the washroom and change first, that way you won’t get a rash from your wet pants.”
I went to the bathroom with Angela and she handed me a plastic bag that she got from a clerk, I put my wet clothes in there, opened a pack of travel wipes that we grabbed, wiped myself, used a bit of travel baby powder and then opened the pack of goodnights. I took one out and looked at it. It did look thick in the crotch and in the bum, I put it on and it felt funny. It felt secure, warm, but was like a baby diaper.
“Does it fit okay?”
“I guess”
“Here let me see”
I opened the stall and Angela walked in and surveyed the goodnight.
“Looks like it fits good, turn around” She said while she snapped the waist band and leg closures. “Looks perfect, get your shorts on and let’s roll”