The darkness parts slowly. I hear Mistress calling me softly. I am in her loving arms. There is no pain. Her voice … hypnotic … compelling … irresistible.
I must answer, “Yes Mistress.”
Her voice asks softly, “Is baby alright?”
I answer, “Yes, Mistress, baby is alright now.”
She commands me in a soft sweet hypnotic voice.
I hear her say, “Missy, I may be your Mistress and you my Pet, but call me Vickie, or my love, or something like that. I want everyone to know you are special and not like the other Pets.”
I reply, “Yes Miss…” a confusion in me. I continue, “Vickie”
Memories surface for an instant then are gone.
Vickie says softly, “Don’t fight it sweetheart. It will only hurt more. You belong to me now and I really want to keep you. It will be part of you in a few days and this profile will change … I promise.”
I am powerless. Vickie has asked me not to try to remember. The effort becomes meaningless. I have no reason to want to remember. I am kissed lovingly by Vickie. I kiss her back as lovingly as I know how. I love Vickie with all my heart. All is forgotten for now except, I love Vickie.
Vickie says softly, hypnotically, “Ok baby, we need to get you cleaned up and changed. All my friends want to meet my new Pet.”
Vickie gently takes me by the hand and helps me up. I get out of bed as she leads me by the hand into the bathroom. I have memories of the bathroom. A fear there will be pain. No pain. This is a memory that is allowed. I am really confused. This memory is an unexplained anomaly.