I am not sure how long I nursed. This is another anomaly I am wondering helplessly about. I am so content and feel so loved. This went on for a long time until my tummy was full.
Nana takes her breast from my mouth and stands me on my feet. My head is buzzing and I feel so strange as I watch Nana close the flap on her bra and refasten the top to her uniform. I have very strong emotions run through me I am unfamiliar with.
Nana kisses me softly on the fore head and says, “You are adorable. Well, it’s time to go out and meet everybody.”
She takes me by the hand and leads me into the great room. I start sucking my thumb … I really can’t help it.
As we enter the room, the loud hubbub of noise that constituted a great party came to an end. I saw everyone looking at me. I hear a soft hubbub of voices saying how adorable I am. I felt extremely shy suddenly and hid behind Nana.
Nana giggles and says, “Everyone, I want you to meet Vickie’s new Pet. Her name is Missy Blake and she lives here from now on. I know everyone is anxious to get to know her, but remember she has been set to be shy and innocent till her protocols become permanent in a couple of days. Don’t scare her. Vickie would be really mad.”
Nana turns around and kneels in front of me. She caresses my cheeks softly and straightens out a wrinkle in my dress.
She pats me on my bottom and says, “Vickie has stepped out for a little while. Everyone wants to know you and will be your friend. I know it’s a little overwhelming, but I’ll be here to help you if you let me know. Ok baby?”
I say around my thumb, “Unnh Huh. Nana Missy scared.”
Nana giggles sweetly and hugs me tenderly. She kisses me softly again and says, “Baby, it’s ok , really. This is your home and they are here to see you.”