From quite a young age, I had this all-consuming desire for a woman I knew had punished her offspring with spankings, to discipline me in the same way.
I’m not sure where this desire sprung from.
It was almost certainly not from my own upbringing.
My parents spanked me only very occasionally when I was very young.
These were just quick slaps, not some big ritual or anything.
Nevertheless, my curiosity and obsession with the act grew as the years went on.
Finally, I got the courage up to occasionally hint about the subject to a few older ladies whom I knew.
However, short of actually asking them