With butterflies in his stomach and well, other things, it was very difficult to reach the “mind over matter” status of what he was about to do. After just starting to push, with almost no effort, he could feel a weight bearing down heavily underneath him.
Amongst it, he could feel himself peeing again as well. I can’t believe that I just pooped in a diaper, the mere words in his head sent a chill down his spine almost worse than what happened next, James butted his head against a crib bar and instantly heard a clicking sound. He stood there, his head in a swirl of fire, not realizing one of the crib bars activated the latch.