I wasn’t going to wear any makeup or my wig this time.
Inside me something was telling me just to wear the clothes and be myself, a male dressed as a woman in public and don’t care what people say.
I was super nervous at the thought of everyone seeing the real me because I can normally hide my face behind my makeup and wig.
This was different this was way out of my comfort zone.
I pushed any negative thoughts out of my head and tried to forget about the fear and what people seeing me would say.
I had a nice girly bag for all my stuff and it all fit in there nice ready to put on before heading out.
I would put in on in my car in a secluded parking area away from prying eyes.