Crossdresser, transvestite, or a host of other labels might better describe how you feel.

On a daily basis just dress how you want to dress and if that is more feminine today and more masculine tomorrow that is OK.

Who you feel you are on the inside is always valid no matter how you present on the outside.

It can change day to day and that is also OK.

Others I’m sure will ask why you need to come out at all?

A valid question but you say you really want to.

I can empathize with that feeling.