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Thank you all for your advice,
I have had these thoughts, feeling for many years and I do feel very confused these days.
I have just started counseling in the hope I can understand all these things.
Without boring people, I am struggling with my gender identity I find it hard to put a label on myself.
The thoughts I have range from a full transition to just being androgynous never feeling male ever.
Hoping the counseling will help to better understand my identity