Where are you and where do you want to be?
You almost certainly don’t know and don’t have the experience you need to answer the question.
So your next few years are going to be very interesting.
If you don’t answer these questions then you will spend the rest of your life wishing you had.
If you shave your beard off, you look like a ten year old?
Good for you,
I wish I did and so do half the girls on here.
Get it done,
you can always regrow it.
Tell your mates you fancied a change of style,
they may have a laugh for a day but that’s it and you will open a door to a world you never imagined.
Then go for a makeover with one of the feminising specialists and see what can be achieved.
Schedule it in with a local trans event.