I’ve been seeing a counselor about this but she seems out of her depth.

The counselor is costing me a fortune and not coming up with any viable solutions.

The nearest decent counselor from here is in Southampton.

However, this was too far to travel on a regular basis.

My mood can swing from happy as I am, to god I need to make the change.

Because I don’t feel like that 24, 7, it makes me ask  questions such as

Am I committed enough to go through the program?

will I be happier?

A lot of the time Yes I think I would but.

However, there are those days now and then when I wake up and feel I don’t want to dress.

This leaves a nagging doubt in my mind.