I like it and I need it, if you knew me, you would understand that discipline does me good and is part of my sexuality. That doesn’t mean I like being punished. Not many people would enjoy a real punishment. Even a properly given paddling, an adult size spanking so to speak. the giggles will always be there when people don’t get it or the insults calling me a pervert because of this even though I don’t even like porn as much as the average guy. A good ten hard swats with a paddle and they wouldn’t be laughing.