As I obey them, the insanity becomes easier to ignore ¦ they are total strangers that I have known all my life and totally trust and … a major realization … My name IS AMY¦ my foundation for reality … I am an eighteen year old girl. My will plants and I take a stand … I accept this for the moment even though it seems to be insane. I know somehow I can absolutely trust these two strangers. I feel the intense love and trust I have for daddy and mommy … I accept their words and the storm raging in my soul fades even more as he looses any foothold. I listen to them and follow the course that leads to a little girl called Amy … the other is hysterical … I push him away … he is screaming and crying. There is a way to peace, accept the fact I am Amy … I follow it.

The torment fades because he has nothing to sustain him. He has no foundation in reality.
His screams fade to unintelligibility. Amy begins to come to her senses and madness fades.
I Am trembling with fear … I feel an injection … I hear someone say I will sleep now ¦ There will be no us … I AM AMY! Comforting words, caresses, and kisses from the two well known and trusted strangers who are my daddy and mommy accompany me into blissful sleep. Soft, peaceful, torment free, no more fear ¦ I have pleasant little girl dreams.

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