I hugged Mommy tightly. I loved my mommy so very much. I assured her that I didn’t have that problem anymore. I know who I am, and I also know who I used to be. I had already resolved the duality problems long ago.
I asked Mommy, What are these clothes? They are absolutely gorgeous! I pointed to the new closet.
Mom ran her hand through my hair and said, You are not a baby anymore, sweetheart. Its true you really do sort of look like it. There are noticeable differences. You probably feel like it, but you’re not and haven’t been for … a very long time. These are the clothes for you when you decide you don’t want to be a baby anymore and want … to pursue other interests.
My eyes open wide. I was totally confused. Just what did that mean?
I look at mommy for a minute and then ask, I thought I was baby mommy.
Mommy smiles and says softly, You are a sweetheart, and will always be. The prolonged shot you had many years ago ensures that. She lovingly runs her hand through my hair again before continuing, it is just that a young lady develops … other interests eventually. Your body doesn’t age … you still do. This is so that you may explore those interests when you have them.
I ask innocently, confused, What in Nexus are you talking about, Mommy?
Mommy laughs softly and hugs me and says, My baby. There will come a time … you will understand my love. She kisses me softly and pats me on my bottom before she walks out of the nursery and is gone again. I really miss Mommy when she is gone. She doesn’t stay gone very long … just seems like it to me.
I am totally confused. I see Nana go into the crib room. I decided to ask her. I go into the room with Nana. She turns and smiles her beautiful smile at me and asks, Does the baby want to be diapered?
I was truly tempted … I shrugged it off and asked instead, What are … a young lady’s other interests, Nana.
Nana giggles so sweetly and says, Why, baby! What brought on this kind of question?
I replied shyly, Mom said I will have other interests eventually. I wanted to know what that might be, is all.
Nana folds her hands and smiles so wonderfully at me before she says sweetly, You do know about boys … don’t you, baby?
I was dazzled. I hadn’t thought about any of that since the transfer. It was a long time ago. I hadn’t realized that almost seven hundred years had passed. Everything had been such a great adventure. I had very real memory flashes of … joy. Very good and satisfying joy. All the wrong orientation.
I had never had sex as a girl. I felt a strange arousal as I thought about it.
Nana kneels down and takes my chin gently in her hand. She asks so softly in a concerned tone, Are you alright, baby? You look … troubled.
I had opened Pandora’s box with my questions. I was troubled. I was feeling my first twinges of sexual curiosity. I now had some serious things to work through, I wouldnt have had if I hadn’t found that stupid closet.
I ask Nana, How old am I, Nana?
Nana replies softly, If we start you counting at the day of your … medical problem … about seven hundred years give or take a year or two.
Surprise … I think about it. It has been a long time. I remember the passage of time. I am dizzy with all the things that have happened in my life during this long stretch. It has been a really exciting and wondrous adventure being suddenly female.
I ask, Nana … what happens if I don’t like boys?
Nana giggles sweetly and says, I’m sure you will change your … position on that when the time comes. There are … other things too.
Like what? I ask.
Nana replies, There are places you will go and people you will meet. You won’t always be in a diaper, baby. There will be times when you will be a most becoming young lady. After all, you are the Crown Empress of Terrian Nexus. You will enjoy going too, I assure you.
She takes me in her arms and hugs me lovingly, then says, Baby, even if you like girls … its ok. There are many who would be more than happy to be your playmate and enjoy the same pampering you have.
I am really confused. It would be nice to have a playmate to talk over all the things I am confused about. It would be nice to have another girl to play with. When I am in baby mode, it would be especially nice. I love playing with Nana … just a girlfriend would be nice too. I didnt yet understand the concept of Playmate. I would learn.
