My face felt like it was burning I was so embarrassed. I heard mommy sniff and I knew that she knew. I expected her to say she was going to change me-or back out and tell me to go change myself-as soon as I had went, but instead she was completely silent. So I was forced by my rules to just lay there in my messy diaper and watch the movie. Or try to watch the movie anyways. In reality I was much more focused on my bum. I could feel the warm mush in my diaper and knew I should hate it but I didn’t. It made me feel tiny. I had messed myself like some helpless baby.