His infantile garments were far too tight for him to slip his hands underneath and reach into his diaper. It was as if his manhood had been absorbed into the velvety flannelette that caressed his crotch and bottom.
At that moment he realized that his mother had deliberately diapered him in such a way that made his crotch inaccessible to him. He vaguely remembered his mother telling him when he was a little kid that baby boys weren’t supposed to play with themselves. Her maternal diligence in diapering had rendered him incapable of masturbating himself to relieve the tension that had wrought upon his personality. He effectively had become as sexless as the merest infant.