I had tears gently streaming down the side of my face. I have fantasized about this kind of thing so many times that it got old. Now it is really happening and I am not sure I can handle it in real life. I finally finished the bottle before dinner. I know there was going to be some more pain tonight.
Nanny came back into the living room holding a fresh diaper and pad just looking at me. “Well, we may as well get to know each other and now is as good a time as any.”
Before I could say a word she put my pacifier in my mouth and told me to keep it there.