I could hear them talking and laughing. Nanny suddenly reappeared with a fresh bottle of formula. She pulled my pacifier out of my mouth and replaced it with a bottle. Then she walked away again. As I laid there I was in overload. Everything was happening so fast that I couldn’t process it fast enough. I felt stress and anxiety hit me. Just when I felt like I was going to cry again Rachel came into the room to get me.
We went to the dinning room and one of the place setting where changed. I knew exactly who that was for. It was set with girly baby dishes and another bottle of formula. I was really wetting my diaper now and constantly. Rachel pulled out my chair and had me sit down and told me to sit on my hands and don’t move them. I did and she helped me scoot my chair in. All I could think was, “this is going to be interesting.”