Mom smiles softly and pats me on my bottom.
I feel so strangely wonderful.
She says, “That’s really nice baby.
Your room is ready for you.
I have your clothes laid out.
Now be a good girl and go up and get ready for your bath.
Mommy will be up shortly to help.”
My head suddenly is buzzing.
I now really want to go upstairs and change my clothes.
I have been on the road for many hours and a good bath sounds like a great idea.
Mom pats me softly on my bottom again.
I can’t help myself, I giggle sweetly like a little girl as I start to climb the stairs.
I don’t quite understand, but I am really glad to be home.
I come to my bedroom door and open it …
Memory returns …
this is my nursery.
I gasp with disbelief.
I am suddenly helpless.
I see my crib with my diaper and lined rumba panties.
There is a really cute little shorty smock top with puffy sleeves all soft pink.
Mommy is behind me and takes my hand gently.
She says cooingly as she talks to me like a baby,
“It’s time for baby to come in now.
I let you play with your friends and I know you had a good time.
It’s time for you to have a real dinner and take a nap.”
I am totally helpless as she leads me into the bathroom.
She gently undresses me.
The bathwater is already drawn and smells so wonderfully of Honeysuckle.
She helps me in the tub.
I am mind blown as I realize I am not going on any tours.
I am a baby and mommy has said it’s time to come in.
Playtime is over and now it’s nap time.
Her hands caress me so wonderfully.
I am losing my mind as she bathes me from head to foot.
I am totally mind blown.
I cannot for the life of me figure any of this out.
I know I am a baby girl.
The memory is so new and fresh …
Like I had just realized something I knew all along,
but didn’t realize I knew.
I am even confusing myself.
I see mommy take some Johnson & Johnson baby shampoo and pour some of the jell in her hand.
Mommy says, “Don’t be afraid baby, this shampoo won’t hurt your eyes if you get some in them.”
I cannot believe it … I actually feel relief in me about the shampoo.
Mommy washes my long hair very thoroughly.
She says in her cooing voice,
“We have to get all that adult dirt off of baby and out of her hair.”
I see the hair color I had in my hair as it comes out into the bathwater along with the makeup I had on.
I have white-blond hair again.
I now realize why I never had to shave or had a period like all my girlfriends.
I am just a baby girl. Mommy had allowed the baby to go out and play,
It is now time for the baby to come in.
Mommy helps me up and out of the tub.
I can’t believe this.
I am becoming so helpless and I feel so much like a baby.
I am no longer the Rock Star Baby Kitten …
I am now mommy’s baby Amanda.
I am suddenly engulfed in a soft,
warm, and fuzzy towel.
