He walks back up the stairs and sits back down on the bed, suddenly he feels sick. Any excitement he had felt about his diaper has diminished, he looks down at the padding starting to bunch between his legs and feels a deep shame and embarrassment.
He peels back the tapes and allows it to fall back open, before pulling it out from under him and dropping it to the floor. It is still clean, looking at it he feels a pang of regret that he didn’t get more use out of it and felt as though he should have wet it before taking it off, but following Donna’s reaction, it no longer feels right, he rolls it up and drops it into the black bag next to his nearly full pack of diapers.