Incontinent Still Scene 3

Well the next year came around and I had been re potty trained over the summer and started preschool again. This time I went almost all year w/out and accident then I started having them daily again this time I was kept in the preschool program and just put into pull ups everyday. Pre school ended and summer began and it was just a day care for me and I had stopped having accidents for a while (although I was still in pull ups everyday). Kindergarten started then and I was no longer in diapers or pull ups at home other than at bed time. Again I was doing well all year and then there was 1 day where all the kindergarten classes were doing an activity. I dont remember the details but I remember a lot of people having accidents and leaving the class room. I happened to be 1 of those people and got sent up to the nurses office for a change of clothes. When I got there, there was 3 people in front of me 2 boys and a girl. They were all helped first and then the nurse looked at me all somberly and said Im sorry hun but were all out of clean clothes but if you really want I can let you go back in this and she held up a pink pull up, pink mini skirt, and a pink shirt with gem stones in the shape of a heart that said princess. Well I didnt want either option really but decided to take the clothes hse offered me. I was helped into the pull up then she held open the skirt for me to step into and pulled it up so that it covered my pull up. Then she had me lift my arms and pulled the top down over my head.
As I was walking out I realized how short the skirt was and turned around and asked how I was suppose to keep my pull up from showing. She just said sit lady like with your knees together or crossed and dont reach for anything thats too high and youll be fine. I said ok and walked back to class. The second I walked in the class erupted with laughter. After school the bus that took us to the day care center wasnt much better the whole way there I was teased about having to wear girls clothes and 1 person even lifted up my skirt to reveal my pull up. That just brought new taunts and new jeers to their head. By the time we were at Small World day care center I was in tears. I was helped inside and led to where the babies were because I couldnt stand looking at the kids my age. After that day I started having accidents again daily. My mom sent me to school in a pull up and I had a few extra in my back pack. w/in a month I was in diapers again 24/7 I was sent to school with them my teacher the nurse and the principle were informed that I was in need of diapers and anytime I needed a change I would be excused up to the nurses office who would then change my diaper. This went on for another year and at day care center (someone found out about my diapers) I was too embarrassed to play with the other kids so I decided to go back with the babies every day even during the summer. All the way up until 3rd grade I was in diapers then I was too big and started wearing pull ups. They werent as absorbent but they did the trick.
After 3rd grade I seemingly gained control over night. It was amazing I didnt have an accident for months I was in a pull up every night but I was usually dry in the morning and always dry all day. I was dry for years then freshman year of high school hit. I started school and the workload got really stressful and I started wetting the bed again. I started wearing goodnites every night to bed and was tremendously embarrassed. I would have an accident once or twice a week for the next 4 years. Then shortly after graduating I started worrying about my future about a car and college and work and everything else in my life and once again started having day time accidents. I informed my mom who took me to a doctor they said it was just stress and a phase and I would regain control shortly. It never happened Im still in diapers 24/7 now but Ive accepted myself for who I am and have even dubbed myself a sissy. I no like my diapers and will even now pretty little dresses that make me feel even more babyish.