I turned around and saw mommy watching me. Darn it … I wanted to know what the problem was. I took off the bra and folded it neatly. I put it back in the drawer. I put my top back on.

I went over to mommy and demanded, Mommy, why are you and daddy always watching me? I feel really spooky when I see you doing that.

Mommy caressed me gently and said softly, We love you very much baby. We know it has been a long time since the transfer but, we want to make sure that you have no more adjustment problems like you did the first few months. It grieves us when you wake up in the night and have terrible night mares. It also grieves us when you have duality problems. We want to be ready to help if we are needed.

I hugged mommy tightly. I loved mommy so very much. I assured her that I didnt have that problem any more. I know who I am and I also know who I used to be. I had already resolved the duality problems long ago.

I asked mommy, What are these clothes? They are absolutely gorgeous! I pointed to the new closet.

Mom ran her hand through my hair and said, You are not a baby anymore sweetheart. Its true you really do sort of look like it. There are noticeable differences. You probably feel like it, but your not and havent been for … a very long time. These are the clothes for you when you decide you dont want to be a baby anymore and want … to pursue other interests.

My eyes open wide. I was totally confused. Just what did that mean?
I look at mommy for a minute and then ask, I thought I was baby mommy.

Mommy smiles and says softly, You are sweetheart, and will always be. The prolongation shot you had many years ago insures that. She lovingly runs her hand through my hair again before continuing, Its just that a young lady develops … other interests eventually. Your body doesnt age … you still do. This is so that you may explore those interests when you have them.

I ask innocently confused, What in Nexus are you talking about mommy?

Mommy laughs softly and hugs me and says, My baby. There will come a time … you will understand my love. She kisses me softly and pats me on my bottom before she walks out of the nursery and is gone again. I really miss mommy when she is gone. She doesnt stay gone very long … just seems like it to me.

I am totally confused. I see Nana go into the crib room. I decide to ask her. I go into the room with Nana. She turns and smiles her beautiful smile at me and asks, Does baby want to be diapered?
I was truly tempted … I shrugged it off and ask instead, What are … a young ladys other interests, Nana.

Nana giggles so sweetly and says, Why baby! What brought on this kind of question?

I replied shyly, Mom said I will have other interests eventually. I wanted to know what that might be is all.

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