Last month mom started telling me what a baby I was every evening and morning. All because I would wake up very wet every morning. She would say Donny you have never had a dry night in your life. She would tell me I should be sleeping in a crib just like your baby brothers. She would tell me if dad was still around he would have built me a crib six years ago. I could not tell her I secretly wanted a crib. If I did that she would spank me again. I was afraid of what mom would do if she found out about my baby desires.
She would tell me my baby brothers are starting to stay dry more and more at night. She told me even Timmy wets his bed no more than once a week. She told me it is getting hard to tell. Who is the real baby me or Timmy. She said when we go on long trips you need the potty three or four times more than both of them put together.
She told me Bill has been dry for over two and a half weeks and he will be out of his night diapers in two days, if he stays dry. She ask me sense I have been in charge of changing Timmy’s diapers how many wet nights has Timmy had this week. I hung my head and said he wet his last week I think. She said he is getting good at staying dry during the day too. Daycare has asked me to start using Pull-ups on him like a big boy. Maybe we will let him wear big boy underwear in a few weeks after he gets potty trained like a big boy should.
Mom said she would allow me to keep wearing Pull-ups. Because it helps me keep my big boy bed dry most of the time. From the way it looks the diaper pail will end up in this room were it belongs for my wet Pull-ups. She said I have more wet clothes than both of my brothers do.
I lied down in my bed to hear the loud noisy crinkly plastic sheet under my cloth sheet it was there to protect the mattress. Because I have started to wet so much my Pull-ups leaked on the sheets. Now the sheets would suffer additional wettings and washings and wear out sooner. Wearing the Pull-ups were helping less and less to keep my bed dry. But the smell of wet Pull-ups was in one area of the house my brother’s nursery room. For the most part the Pull-ups helped keep my sheets from a total soaking.
Now that the Pull-ups have started leaking onto my sheets every night I have a problem. When the Pull-ups leak I had to wash my own sheets, blanket, and pajamas. It was my problem so it was my job to clean up my own messes.
I did have a problem now. I loved wearing my Pull-ups wishing for them to be real diapers. Sense I was not aloud to wear a diaper. Now that the Pull-ups are leaking every night I was washing my sheets and stuff every morning. I really did not want to have to wash everything, every morning. I might as well were underwear if my Pull-ups keep leaking. What am I going to do I was afraid mom was going to take my protection away and make me sleep in underwear like I did when I ran out of Pull-ups.
When I did that I was soaked from my knees to my head even my pillow suffered. I really wanted to try something new like Billy and Timmy’s baby diapers they would work better than the toddler Pull-ups. I figured they would not leak as bad. I was getting confused on what I could do I really do needed diapers but was afraid to ask mom to wear them.
I did not want mom to spank me for asking for the diapers again. I had to keep my desire secret. I wanted to wear diapers so badly. I have really wanted to wear real baby diapers again sense Billy was born. I have been afraid of another spanking sense I was caught the first time wearing a Pull-up when I was six. I knew if mom caught me trying one of my brother’s baby diapers on she would blister my bottom. I still remember when she spanked me when she caught me wearing my Pull-ups during the daytime wetting problem.
Six months ago mom told me to make things easier Billy and Timmy both are wearing size six diapers. These diapers I know were my size sense the size five would fit me. I knew that they would fit me even better because my Pull-ups I wore at night were for a kid smaller than the diapers were for.