My Diapered Life Begins Again Scene 8

After my shower I dried off and started to get dressed. I had my underwear in my hand as I looked across the hall into my brother’s room from my room. I saw the corner of the changing table inviting me to come over. I walked across the hall into their bedroom naked. I could hear all the diapers calling my name. My heart started pounding as I picked up the diaper I was going to put on Timmy. It looked bigger than before with me being naked I started to get a chill. Both my brothers wore size 6 diapers and there were at least twenty of them all around their room.
I rubbed my hand over the soft thick padding of the diaper thinking the padding was much thicker than I realized. The smell of baby powder was faint I was getting nervous. I was about to do something that I was afraid someone was watching me. The more I looked at all the diapers and smelled the sweet smell of the lotions and powder the more I thought. I did not know for sure if these baby diapers would even fit me after all they were for babies not big boys like me.
Then my hands started shaking a little as I looked around the room I did not know if I wanted to do this or not. I have been dreaming about wearing them all my life. Now is my chance no one is around for hours it would be my secret there was no one here to see me. It was either I do it now or never.
I cautiously stepped up on the stool I use to stand on to do Timmy’s diaper changes. I put the diaper on the shelf over the changing table. Then I quickly climbed all the way onto the soft padded table. The plastic changing mat was cool at first on my naked body but it quickly warmed up. I thought to myself as I lay there looking and the ceiling I can still stop and not do it. I lay there for a long time until I started to get a chill. I was lying on the changing table that Timmy was on just a few minutes ago with a messy diaper. The smell of his poop was faint coming out of the diaper pail mixed with my wet Pull-up.
Then I took a deep breath and I grabbed the baby powder and powdered my crotch. The smell of baby powder was now overpowering the poop smell it was relaxing and calming. I slowly rose up to grab for the diaper from the shelf above me. When I pulled on the diaper I was surprised by the pacifier I had put there earlier. The pacifier fell into my face and landed next to my shoulder.
Without even thinking I picked it up and put the pacifier into my mouth. Timmy has not used a pacifier in many months but sometime Billy does when he sleeps. The reason we had pacifiers in the house is mom had a rule about crying if you cry you need a pacifier no matter your age. If Timmy or Billy cries mom makes them keep a pacifier in their mouth for an hour or longer. My hands were shaking my heart was pounding I was sucking hard on the pacifier. I was getting scared and excited all at the same time. I almost climbed off the table to forget about doing this.
Sucking the pacifier and smelling the baby powder staring at the ceiling finely calmed me down enough to go through with it. I had a real baby diaper in my hand already for me to wear. Without thinking more about it I quickly lifted my bottom off the changing mat and slid the diaper in place under my bottom.
My heart was still racing a mile a minute it was almost ready to jump out of my chest as I slowly let my bottom all the way on the soft padding of the thick diaper. My whole body was shaking as I pulled the diaper snuggly up between my legs.
Suddenly I started peeing I quickly pulled the front of the diaper up to catch most of the pee and held it there until I was able to stop peeing. I did what Timmy use to do when he was a one year old. He would pee when I changed his diaper.
I was lying on the changing table with pee all over. I was wet now just like Timmy would be when it happened. I had to use a baby wipe to wipe pee from my chest. I remove the diaper I have not even taped in place in place and I pee in it. I pulled the wet diaper out from under me and put it beside me so I could toss it in the pail. I climbed off the table and cleaned up the mess and put the wet diaper in the diaper pail. The changing table was ready for me again.
This time I got on the table powdered my crotch and quickly put another diaper on finely getting this one taped on. I was finely calm down feel great. I had stopped shaking after I wet all over the place I needed the diaper now.
Lying on the table relaxing for the first thing I realized this baby diaper was about two or three times thicker than the Pull-ups I have been wearing at night. I knew if I wore a diaper at night they would never leak.
I was no longer nervous I have my first baby diaper properly taped on, I was happy now. I just lay there on the changing table smiling and sucking the pacifier feeling the thickness between my legs. I was in heaven finely my dream has came true I was wearing my first diaper that I could remember. I slowly got off the table and walked around the house wearing only the diaper proud of myself for what I have finely done.
I walked passed a mirror to see what I looked like. When I saw my reflection I was surprised I look almost like a real baby except taller and longer legged. Wearing only a diaper and still sucking the pacifier made the reflection even more like a baby. The more I looked at my self the more I looked like a real baby. Sense I did look like a big baby I was happy.
I went to the playroom feeling more like a real baby must feel for the first time that I could remember. I was walking on air. I wanted to get started playing. I was so happy that I did not know what to do first there were so many things I wanted to play with. Things I always wanted to do but was not aloud to even try with someone around that would tease me or yell at me.
I was playing with some of Timmy’s plastic trucks and cars when my morning need to poop came. I was not sure I want to go this far and poop in my diaper. I did want to wet my diaper because I wet in Pull-ups every night why not wet in a diaper too. I was thinking wetting in a diaper would be fun, pooping in one was a big thing. Timmy has been using the potty for all of his poops for months now. Pee was harder for him that is why he was wearing diapers until today.