I am very scared. I am confused and can’t remember what’s happened or much of anything else. My mind is almost a total blank. The maid seems to be very surprised at how I am reacting. She reached over and wraps her arms around me softly. I flinch, but was unable to move before she hugs me.
She kisses me gently and says, “Why baby, you are in your bed in your room. Nothing has happened except you had too much to drink at the party last night.”
I remember the party … sort of. I do remember taking a drink and it was powerful. I try real hard to remember beyond that. I remember someone beside me. I remember a wonderfully loving embrace and finishing a bottle. I remember an acceptance in me and a huge burden being lifted from my heart. I remember a kiss. I put my hand to my mouth. It was a most heavenly kiss. I am in love.
I have never felt this way about someone before. I love my Mistress with all my heart. I need Mistress to protect me.
I try to remember what happened before the drink. I seem to see in my minds eye some fuzzy things. The harder I try to remember the more elusive the memories become. Suddenly, I feel a really sharp pain in my head. It is no longer a faint headache. I grab my head and screech suddenly. The pain passes.
The maid asks in a shocked voice, “Is baby all right?” as she takes my chin in her hands and looks me in my face. She scolds, “There are things baby shouldn’t do anymore.”
I feel a chill run through me as she said that. I am afraid of this woman. I still remember the sharp pain.
I am wet. I need to change clothes. I ask the maid, “Can I get some fresh clothes? I am wet.”
She reaches over suddenly and has her finger in my panties and inside the diaper. She pulls open my panties and my diaper and looks in. I am shocked and mind blown. I am also embarrassed. This feeling again evaporates. I really do fear this woman. She is a lot bigger than me too. I feel another even worse pain start in my head.
She says, “Baby does need to be changed.” And reaches for me.
