I bounced in my pillow chair and held up 3 fingers. I know I’m older than that! I am a lot older!
An even worse pain in my head warns me I am about to do something that absolutely isn’t allowed as I start to really fight against whatever it is that is making me do this.
The woman leans over and gives me a kiss. She caresses my cheek and says softly, “I see why they always call you Angels first. You are absolutely adorable. I think you will make Vickie a wonderful Love Pet.” She waves and says, “bye, bye cutie.”
I wave sweetly bye as I suck my thumb again.
I am totally confused. I know I should be embarrassed, but I can’t for some reason. I can feel a really bad pain in my head. It is becoming severe, and is warning me I am on the verge of doing a thing forbidden to me. I grab my head with my hands. This is maddening. I am doing things totally against my will and can’t even think about it. Even wondering at this point is causing my head to hurt even worse.
I feel someone’s presents. I look up and see Nana kneeling in front of me. She has a concerned expression on her face. She takes my chin softly in her hand and asks in a strangely hypnotic voice I can’t resist, “Baby, tell Nana what’s wrong. It’s important sweetheart.”
