I feel it deep in my soul as Nana makes the final adjustments. I shiver with the intensity of the changes as I try with all my might to fight against it. I am trapped. I cannot resist because there is no ability left in me to resist as all my former self vanishes and I become a baby girl Love Pet. Not like other pets. I am extremely special. I belong to Vickie and am her property. I have no choice. I have absolutely nothing to fear. I am loved deeply and will be defended and protected fiercely by Vickie and Nana. There is nothing to wonder about or fight anymore as Nana made the last adjustment. All memories, fears, and desires of being an adult softly vanish as a great burden is lifted from my heart. I feel an extremely pleasant and intense innocence fill me as my thoughts regress and I am filled with a baby’s wonder at the world.
It is now clear in my mind. This is who I am. I am a little girl of 3 at a Christmas party where everyone wants to meet and play with me. I wear diapers and am totally unpotty trained. I am loved very much and I am going to get lots of toys from Santa. I absolutely belong to Vickie and love her with all my soul and am anxiously waiting to be in her loving arms.
I suddenly knew I was a 3-year-old baby girl waiting for Christmas. I was excited about it and shy about meeting all the new people. My mind clears. I am no longer an adult. I think little baby girl thoughts now.
I giggle happily. I can’t wait to open my presents.