I got in the shower as usual and thought about her opening word “Jakey” – No-one has ever called me Jakey it made me sound younger than I actually was, I got out the shower and got dressed as normal. As I pulled on a fresh pair of pants, I looked at them and my heart sank on the inside as I knew this might be the last pair I wear in a long time. The rest of the day went normal. PlayStation was on. Microwave meal on the side for lunch as normal. The doorbell rang and a delivery driver produced 2 boxes addressed to Emily. I signed for them and tried to avoid eye contact with the driver thinking he knew what was in the boxes. I wanted to peek out of curiosity but knew I might be in trouble for doing so.