Question

I need to know what I am.

Ive been cross-dressing for years, however, not that seriously.

I have always wanted to get more into it and I find these days I am doing so.

However, it never seems to be enough and I want more.

I am so envious of my wife now yet I will not let her come near me.

She has everything I want.

Sexually, feminity, all natural.

This is everything I feel I should have.

Am I transgendered, or is this natural for a T-V to feel this way

Every day I feel more depressed about it.