“Well I decided to try them on and once I was pulling them up my legs I was tingling all over.
I think I knew from that point that I felt a little different to everyone else about certain things.
I never wore them to school but sometimes wore them at the weekends, even when we went out shopping”.
Mummy just smiled and giggled a bit listening to this.
I made me wonder if she actually knew I was wearing them or not.
“Patricia” she said,
“When you are wearing shorts in the summer, you must make sure that your panties do not show above the waistline, also it not a good Idea to wear the white nylons sport shorts with the panties, you can see the outline quite well”!
“Mum” I cried, “why did you not say anything before now”,
“I can’t imagine how many other people have seen me in them”.
“oh but sweetie” she replied,
“you looked so cute in them, even Charlotte spotted them once and said the same thing,
I think that is why she secretly wants you to have everything, she would love a little sister”.
As much as I wanted to be annoyed, what mummy had been telling me was actually making me excited.
I had sat down on the edge of the bed and mum was now sitting next to me.
She rested her hand on my leg, and then rubbed the smooth nylon tights covering my legs.
“So then sweetie,” she said, “Where did the nappies come from”?
“I bought them after being given one as a birthday joke by someone at work” I replied,
“I wanted to throw the first one away but just had to try it, so I did”.
“As soon as it was on me then it felt like heaven, just like it belonged there and just so comfortable”.
“The next time I was online I found some and ordered them”.
“This is really what you want isn’t it Patricia,” she said softly,
“You want to be Cathy’s little sister, but more so you want to be Charlotte’s little sister who still wears her nappies, who needs them and uses them”.
“You can try to deny it sweetie, but you know it is what you want” I was told in a tone of voice that just heightened my thoughts.
“Let it all out then you can have a nice nappy to wear and be my little sissy”.
When I came around from what could only be described as a deeply humiliating moment, I found myself still resting in mummy:s arms.
She once more had her phone out and had taken some more pictures of me,
“Now then Patricia” she said holding my face to look up at her,
“I think it is time that you where changed into something more appropriate”.
“Now seeing as even your neighbour thought you were a girl, I think we can safely dress you in something far cuter than this little uniform”.
Mummy knew exactly what she was doing, my neighbour saw me as a girl that belonged in a school uniform and she did not know how old my sister really was.
So mummy knew that she could make me look a lot younger and still get away with it.
Mum had a look through one of the bags of clothes that Cathy was disposing of and found something that made her giggle.
It was her Halloween costume from when she was ten and it was a pink easter style dress that had little bows and lots of frills and a pretty pink lace underskirt.
Then she found the pink Mary Jane shoes she thought might be in there, and yes I did have small feet for a male as well.
“I think this will be perfect sweetie” said mummy, “you can where this and then I will take you to somewhere special,
a little shop that opened up in the mall that caters for naughty wannabe babies just like you”!