Jen attempted to liberate herself from Kate’s hold by moving,
but she only squirmed around a little bit,
still lacking muscular control.
Kate was carrying Jen.
She was taking Jen to the kitchen so she could feed her some food
She realized that Jen hadn’t eaten since they had left.
Kate looked at Jen as she carried her,
and bounced her up and down a few times.
Jen giggled immensely,
which was nothing but the opposite of what was going on inside her head.
She was panicking.
She had realized that she was unable to comprehend what she was seeing, unable to speak,
unable to control her body,
and apparently, also unable to fully control her mind.
It was as though she was being controlled by impulse,
forced to do things by her subconscious.
Kate entered the kitchen with Jen and put Jen into an oversized high-chair that she had asked Jen’s aunt to buy before they had moved.
Jen felt herself being restrained in the chair but just pouted,
She realized that there was nothing she could do to control herself.
All of a sudden Jen cried.
Kate suddenly moved over by her.
Jen realized that instant that this was how she could communicate.
She could escape if she could just cry enough.
So she cried louder and louder.
Kate walked over to Jen and made coos and sweet noises at Jen to calm her down
She prepared a bottle and got some baby food out from the cabinet.
Jen stopped crying, as Kate noticed her looking at her chest.
She realized then, that she should mentally regress Jen as far back as she could.
So she scrapped the idea of giving her a bottle and mushy icky food and undid the high chair.
She lifted Jen out of the chair slowly, so as not to upset her anymore,
and carried her to the living room,
as she softly hummed a song.
Jen was enthralled with Kate,
she couldn’t stop thinking about her,
how nice she was,
how much Jen loved her,
how sad and afraid she felt to be away from her for anymore than an instant.
As she walked over to a chair,
Kate saw something on the floor but disregarded it,
mentally noting to pick it up later.
She sat down on a rocking chair as she laid Jen across her lap.
She slowly raised Jen to her chest, and closed her eyes.
Jen was confused.
She wondered why she felt the way she did, and she wondered what was going on.
She felt perplexed by her sudden ecstasy at being so close to Kate,
She suddenly realized what was going on.
Jen noticed that she couldn’t think any complex thoughts right now.
She was just feeling things.
Feeling happy,
feeling sad,
feeling confused,
but feeling content all the while.
As long as she was by Kate,
Jen didn’t feel as though she would ever be afraid.
Kate felt a very odd sensation.
It was a very odd mix between pleasure and pain,
albeit a bit more pleasure than pain.
Physically it felt rather odd.
Although; she felt so fulfilled emotionally.
She felt like she was providing for someone who needed her,
she felt like a mother, and she felt very much like she never wanted to let this girl out of her sight.
Kate looked down at Jen to see that she was asleep, with her mouth still resting open on Kate’s chest.
Kate carefully repositioned Jen and proceeded to slowly lift Jen and herself up, off of the chair.
She looked down at the object that she had kicked earlier, and found a pacifier.
One of the movers must have dropped it out of something as they moved things in.
She bent over, very slightly, to be able to reach the pacifier,
and stuck it in Jen’s mouth.
She stroked Jen’s soft locks as Jen began to suck on the pacifier and turn her head in content slumber.
Kate walked to Jen’s nursery and set her down on a diaper changing table.
She carefully took the pink sweatpants off of Jen, that she had put on earlier, and proceeded to carefully put Jen inside of her crib.
She lifted a pastel, multi-colored quilt over Jen, and tucked it under her.
As Kate walked out of the nursery, she heard a soft mumbling behind her, she turned around, smiled, and walked out.
