Dinner proceeded fairly normally after that, with the usual talk of family affairs and situations, and soon Patty was immersed in talk, almost forgetting her tight stays.  Her demeanor actually changed because of her attire – she was more  ‘delicate’, more feminine.  It was almost second nature to emulate the mannerisms of her sisters she had observed all of these years, and the high-pitched voice, while initially annoying to use, soon became second nature.  Except for her stays, Patty actually was becoming comfortable being a girl.  Most of her sisters seemed to notice that, but, most importantly, Mother did as well, lovingly smiling a bit at her ‘new daughter’s’ attempts at being lady.

So when Patty unconsciously began to rub her waist again, Mother immediately attracted attention to herself and began talking about a topic of interest to Gram, so as to distract her attention from Patty’s movements.  Patty quickly realized she was doing, and even Mother’s kind distraction, and smiled at her.  Seems people around here treat me better as a girl than boy!

Dinner over, the family retired to the parlor, some playing games and others reading.  Patty was required to learn crocheting from Delilah, who was adept at the craft.  She still wished she could have her laces loosened a bit, but knew that there was no way, even if Gram allowed it – the dress would never close!  So she suffered as she learned, concentrating on the pleasant feel of her petticoats whenever her sides ached, really bothering her.  Many of her thoughts were of the difficult day ahead at school.