A 9th-grade teacher who was fed up with my excessive rebellious behavior surprised me with paddling when I believed it wasn’t used anymore. She wore my butt out, and embarrassed me horribly and I felt no “erotic” pleasure from this until much after the fact despite my fetish. Into my adult years I craved spanking intensely and wanted it as a punishment. In my thirties, I found a girlfriend I was comfortable with and we ordered a wooden school-like paddle. Soon enough I set and her set up rules and she would use the paddle as a punishment. To this day I still feel sexual about it until she lays it on. Man, it hurts! A paddle really does hurt and I do behave to avoid it. She punishes 3 times as much or more in other ways.