Yes the physical side subsides very quickly, but I didn’t gain an interest in this subject or site by writing a few hundred lines or lengthy detentions, I admit things I witnessed, experienced, and psychologically affected me from primary school age, ask Danny, why people post here, I still harbor a grudge against the person that did that to me, no it didnt turn me violent or into the fetish scene, but this emotive subject is so taboo out of forums like this you are made to feel a sense of guilt, uncomfortable just in general conversation, why it effects some like this, and not other, who knows.
Yes, there were hundreds of children that received CP, but many hundreds more that didn’t,