I loved the helplessness and the feelings I was experiencing are still hard to understand even today. I wanted him to stop but I wanted him to go on, I wanted him to hit not so hard but also somehow wanted to be caned even harder – above all I wanted the session to go on and on and never end, sadly it did when his father, who had been gardening throughout our escapades told us it was time for tea! Heady memories but there were many other games I used to play too, if anybody’s interested…. unfortunately, no f/m or m/f experiences though.