I was diapered by my mom until I turned six then my mom was expecting a baby. She took me to the doctor’s office to see why I still wet my bed every night and have so many daytime pants wetting accidents. She told the doctor she did not want to have two babies in diapers. He told her after many tests my only problem was I had a very small bladder. He said I have not learned to hold my potty needs long enough to make it to the potty in time. He said it happens sometimes to little ones that have been potty trained far too early. That is the main reason he can not hold his pee long enough to make it through the night or wake up and go to the potty in time. His daytime accidents are due to his small bladder too.
My brother Billy was born soon after my doctor’s visit and mom taught me to night diaper myself and change my own wet pants when I had an accident. Mom told me I was old enough to take care of my wetting problem.
When I ran out of my large supply of size 4 diapers mom bought me a very large supply of Pull-ups just for me. She told me these are for big boys like me that still pee in their bed. I lost my diapers and mom no longer changed my accidents for me from that point. I had to clean up my own messes. I was sad the Pull-ups were thinner and not as good feeling as the baby diapers. Mom told me I was not aloud to wear diapers any more they are for real babies only.
I would watch mom change my brother wishing I could trade places with him. He got to wear diapers all the time and use them too. He did not have to worry about going to the potty he was so lucky. Mom would lovingly change him like she use to do to me years ago. I really do miss mom changing my diaper changes. I have forgotten what it feels like to wet and mess in a diaper.
But I knew from my potty training experience that mom would spank big boys that wet or messed in their pants, mom’s spankings really hurt. I have not messed or wet in my pants sense I was sixteen or seventeen months old. That is when I got my butt spanked for a messy potty accident.
Then it was two and a half years sense Billy was born I could not figure out why mom has not been potty training my brother like she did me. He gets to sleep in a crib and suck a bottle and wear diapers and all kinds of baby things I remember mom taking away from me long before I was two years old.
When I asked why I did not get to wear diapers she told me I was a big boy not a baby. I was eight and a half and he was two and a half Billy is still a baby. I ask why she was not potty training Billy. She told me Billy was still a baby and babies need their diapers. She told me I was a big boy shouldn’t be talking about wanting diapers and baby things that was the end that.
After she told me that I tried wetting my pants once to see if she would let me wear a diaper all that got me was a spanking. After my spanking I had to get everything cleaned up that I peed on and wash my own clothes out by hand then put on clean dry UNDERWEAR not diapers like I wanted.
